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Blog ini sementara waktu akan saya tinggalkan sampai jangka waktu yang belum bisa saya tentukan..

Kunjungi ‘rumah baru’ saya di:

http://unwieldybehemoth.blogspot.com/

terima kasih

Can you see the picture? If not, well, then. I shud change domain. New blog, I suppose.

the on-the-go (writing thesis) playlist

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Kalau sekiranya ada dari temen2 pembeca blog saya yang butuh jasa translator atau guru les bahasa Inggris, temen2 bisa menghubungi saya. Akhir2 ini lagi butuh banyak dana tambahan, jadi saya mau cari2 part time gitu.. I can teach conversation in English (speaking), basic English speaking, and some translating works. Oh iya, since I can do parliamentary debate, saya juga bisa jadi coach (pelatih) debat bahasa inggris.

Kalo buat guru les gitu, pastinya saya nyari yang tinggalnya deket2 rumah saya. Klaten, gitu. Atau orang Solo.. Hehe. Kemarin minta bantuan buat dicariin murid les ama Ibu (memanfaatkan kekuatan obrolan ibu2 ), tapi sampe skarang belum dapet juga.

And here I am, mahasiswa tingkat 4 yg sibuk menyelesaikan skripsi dan mencari uang tambahan.. I cannot just ask my parents everytime, right? I need my own money as well.

So please, dear readers. If any of you, your friends or relatives need english-related service, you can contact me through email. Email aja saya di puspahanandhita@yahoo.com

Wah, ini postingannya jadi kayak semi curhat gini ya. Hehew. Tak apalah. Namanya juga usaha

Teman2, saya tunggu lowongan buat part time nyaaa

NEVER ignore the power of enough sleeping, ladies and gentlemen.

Why did I say so? Because I was so freakin’ grumpy when I didn’t have enough sleep (and worse, I had extra points of getting exhausted). Enough sleeping creates balance mood, ability to cope with some sudden problems, and good physical condition. But when you didn’t get enough sleeping, the world feels like against you. Hyperbolically saying (but yeah, that’s what I felt!). It’s like you feel so tired, and mad in such inexplainable ways. All you want to do is being mad. And feel dizzy at the same time. Slowly you turn to be a gigantic-mighty-annoying monster when it comes to small problems. Mad mad mad mad mad

I was kinda having Saturday nite party extra hard ONLINE. I did chatting with some of my best buddies and checking my emails (my new ritual). I slept at 11 PM, then I suddenly woke up at 3. Then I couldn’t sleep. Sometimes I’m afraid of dark, and at that time it won’t let me to turn off the light in my room. I was so dizzy. My eyes felt so hurt. I couldn’t either enjoy my sleep or even close my eyes to be sleepy even only for a while.

Silly, I turned on my laptop (thanks for accompanying me through my hard times, Vaio) and started to upload my fam photos on my Opera album. Oh, for addition, to halt my a lil’ bit drowsy feeling, I consumed some cookies and a glass of dark COFFEE. Then to made it worse, I did biking around Klaten at 5.30 AM until 7!

That was one of the worst situation in my life. Can you imagine, how it feels like when I came home after biking around?

1. Yes I got sick, after drinking dark coffee and less sleep.
2. I felt grumpy and cheesy when my dear one said he wanted to come over, and as a result I was mad at myself for being so silly.
3. I over-reacted my small problems, while matter-of-wise I know exactly, exactly my points and how to solve it.
4. I couldn’t close my eyes, for forcing my tired brain to think some importantly unimportant stuffs. I couldn’t enjoy my nap.
5. Still in relation with no. (1), I felt soooo sick, ’till I didn’t have any eating appetite.

All I wanted to do at that grumpy-period was closing my eyes and cooling my brain, yet my Dad suddenly took me to Jogja. GAAAAHHHHH >_<

When I got back with tons of grumpy feelings and exhaustions, I over-abused my brain again to type for my thesis-revision.

I ended up rolling in my bed at 12 AM, I woke up at 5. Nice enough. I got my 5 hours-qualified-time-of-sleeping. W.e. And I feel better, away much better when I typed this post

PS: credit to Almascatie for re-designing my blog-header. Thanks! ^_^

Recently I question about myself. Who am I, what am I looking for.. I know it’s probably too late for raising such question. But for real, this type of question arise when we’ve gotta face some choices of our lives.

Not yet graduated, I ask 2 basic questions for myself:
1. When will I finish my undergraduate thesis?
2. What will I do for living (simply translated into: what will I do after I graduate)?

People will say, “Hey, finish what must you finish NOW first.” But I need my own motivation. Studying abroad? I don’t know, since my Mum can’t let me go that easy and I feel reluctant to negate her ideas of getting job as soon as I can. My Dad follows whatever I want. But for sure, both of my parents want me to work in Deplu. Kinda executive and wow-ish, eh?

I follow one by one of my ideas of living my future: I search for some scholarship informations, I contact some of lecturers and ask them questions. Even one of my lecturer who is studying for her PhD in Florida US now offers me to apply for scholarship in her college.

And once again, I think, those options should be faced with courage.

Hey, I suddenly remember with Eowyn, the Princess of Rohan
She needs courage to cover her identity thus she can join the battle in Pelennor Field. She taught Pippin (or Merry Brandybuck, can’t recall those brats) about courage. Courage, to fight for people we love

And what am I doing now?
Writing random pieces of my thoughts into unknown blog, that not even the most geje person is willing to read

I hate answers like “qui sera sera”, anyway. I don’t like hung stance. I need certainty. And this is what am I dealing with now.
I won’t live by having ‘following the flow’-sort of lifestyle. I am trying to answer: what I actually want for living, for my future.

…and in the other hand,
my thesis supervisor is HWAIHIHIHIHITIINGGGGG for meeeee..
HELP HELP HELP!