the [long] journey

Let me calm myself down first, after undergoing series of total nightmares, disasters, and painful yet funny experiences, finally I come here to the source of heavenly earth of mine: hotspot area..

God, I can’t express how thankful I am for the existence of such entertainment devices like internet, notebook, musics, and FOOD!!! [I am on my delusional thoughts, dreaming about Chicken Fillet, anyway].. I am SOOOOOOOOO HUNGRYYYYYYYYYYY…

Right. Let me tell you guys what I have today..

It begins with waking early in the morning, playing with my cats, and scanning for food in the kitchen. None. I couldn’t find any food. Then I decided, ‘Hey, why don’t I go to SGM? Eating while having internet for breakfast? :drool: But you know what? I particularly get something wrong with my stomache. A kinda stomachache, for sure. AAAAAAAaaaarrrggh. Mulesmulesgituuuu.. Then suddenly I remeber that the night before, I had a hot fried-rice, and a bun of cake. Hehehe

After taking shower and asked for money to my Mum, I checked my notebook’s internet connection. Normally, it will detect the wireless connection in my house, for my house is an internet cafe. But what a nightmare, it did not. Instead of detecting wireless connection in the nearest range, there’s a notification. The unknown one. It’s like asking permission of making internet access whatsoever. Hate it! Hate it! Last night I told someone to repair my notebook, who knows I can connect it to internet through cable connection. Then the person who repaired it gave a kinda IP for the connection. For some moments, I yelled happily for I could use it to see my online-exam-results. But a few minutes after.. Daaaaaa.. I could not access anything. Even I could not detect any networks around the range. This morning, the same stuff ocurred. ARGH :x   I was totally panic. PANIC!

Then I decided to test it in SGM: perfect place, where food and entertainment blends into one I took a bus to SGM [well, actually it takes three buses to SGM..]. I was kinda enjoying the scenery. Good view of mountain with clouds.. Hm. How beautiful. For some times I got calm down, better. But few moments after, about half an hour, the driver of the bus told us to leave the bus and change to another one. Oh-my-god.

Finally, I got to the place safely. I took other two buses, and finally comes to SGM. But guess what? The time when I arrived there, the electricity went off. GREAT! I wanted to buy Chicken Fillet in KFC, but the KFC was still closed. UWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.. MAmaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh.. Puspa lapeeeeeeeeeeerr..

I rode another bus again, to reach my campus. Eventually I bought Lays, my pain reliever, and a drink. I sat down in SAT 2, waiting for a miracle that my notebook would be able to be operated again, but the result was the same. Hopeless, I tried to contact any friend that I have on my phonebook. But they couln’t come to help me. At that time, feels like the tear was almost burst from the eyes. OH GOD! SAVE MEEE!! I AM HUNGRYYY! Then I ate my Oreo rolls, drink the mineral water, took a deep breathe, and suddenly I felt a bit better. Then I checked the wireless-stuffs [almost giving up], and tried to fix it. I believe that I can do it, then tried every possible things that I could do. I deserve to have free and long internet access here!

And here I am, typing on my blogs. I COULD FIX IT!!! HAIL PUSPA, THE CONQUEROR!!! Thank you Allah, for giving me a glimpse of light when dark came

But now, there are two noisy girls in front of me, using their notebook only to take pictures of them!!! Feels like I want to rip the webcam *Puspa, istighfar..*

I am listening to my Coldplay collections now with my headset, and everything is complete. Internet, foods, and a more calm-down Puspa..

And journey to the source of heavenly-realm is not a waste

my old header & theme: at last!

Finally…

I’ve got them back.

p.u.s.p.a

I’ve found out that my name has become a title of a song..

“pus, tenar ya sekarang. sejak namanya jadi judul lagu ST 12. hahaha…”

Kalo enggak,

“Pus, udah denger lagunya ST12 yang terbaru, belom?”

Dan lain sebagainya..

Hm.. Fenomena apa, ini? Do I have to thank ST12 for making me popular? Kayaknya enggak, deh. Orang nggak pake tu lagu, saya juga udah terkenal Ada yang bilang kalo saya harus berterimakasih sama ST12, pula..

Marah sih enggak, keberatan sih enggak, orang itu lagu2 mereka sendiri, kok. Ming kok pake nama Puspa, itu lho mana tu judul merupakan akronim, pula..

Baeklah, I will try to enjoy my friends teasing me with that song.. Saya akan berusaha tetap tegar dan tabah ketika teman2 saya ngeledekin..

viva la vida!

Have you heard Coldplay’s new hits Viva la Vida and The Ting Tings’ That’s Not My Name? Both songs are good.. But Coldplay, of course, is still my priority.

I won’t talk about its meaning. I’d like to talk about the beauty of the song, Viva La Vida. Viva la Vida brings new atmosphere: among the very many junk-love songs, Coldplay made many amazing songs with different combination of music instruments. Man, Chris Martin is sooooooooooo GENIUS!

It combines the sound of bell, drums, and violins, which creates a post-war atmosphere [kayak pas jaman2 kerajaan gitu.. serasa habis menang perang terus ndengerin lagu ini..]. Wah, keren banget pokoknyaa terharu.

I like The Ting Tings’ that’s Not My Name because it sounds funny. kayak lagu2 cheers gitu, yang dinyanyiin secara sembarangan. Agak mirip sama Avri gitu menurut saya..

Actually I am also attracted by Fall Out Boy’s Beat It.. Jadi itu lagunya Mihael Jackson yang dinyanyiin ama F.O.B.. Bagus juga

Eh, iya..

Picture of the Day:

Si Miu: “excuse me, you’re on my way..”

Ahahahahahaha

See other collections of my pictures at my photoblogging..

new: blogspot of mine

I guess I’m a bit mad..

I’ve made new kingdom of words for me, in the form of a new blog at:
my blogspot,

If you guys have time, please visit then.. You don’t need to change the link address, anyway.. Just visit, anytime you want to visit

But I never change my blog, anyway.. This blog is still my primary blog

f r e e d o m

is what I seek..

is what I need to find..

is what I need to define..

PS: photo was taken from my N73 camera-phone, when I was waiting for the bus to Tawangmangu

self-actualization

Yes, by means of self-actualization I declare myself as an amateur photographer as well as an amateur blogger

I love photography since I were in hi-school, for sure. But recently, I realize how through my weird poses and weird photo-objects, I can actualize more about another side of me. That actualy narcissism is just a kinda fake-jargon used for those who loves taking poses in front of camera. Thus I cannot accept as being called as a narcisstic creature. Why would I? I don’t take poses just because I follow narcissism ‘jargon’, anyway.. And the ‘requirement’ of being narcisstic itself is kinda confusing, anyhow. Ahahah

I changed my blog-theme to this dark and simple theme, its tag is: photoblogging, thus it encourages me more to post more pictures of mine :p

The matter is: I have to grab my Dad’s camera everytime I want to take pictures. Hehehehe. Otherwise, I use my N73 camera-phone.. But the pic-result is not as good as using camera, of course.. Anyway, there are always ways to actualize what we like, rite?

LONG LIFE FREEDOM!!!

*lhooo?!?*

this sweet yet painful thing called love

I bet everybody has ever fallen for someone.. Someone who makes us smile every day and night, and sometimes ‘forces’ us to burst in tears..

Ah, I don’t know what should I write about what I feel. Sometimes I think that I don’t deserve to fall for anyone, considering how selfish and egomaniac I am.. Sometimes I think that my feeling is forbidden, a feeling which is unpredictable but constantly exist in my heart.. It is like a star at night; which will never go anywhere; it will stay in my heart..

And here I am now, struggling to make this feeling in the right portion, thus it won’t disturb my logical thinking..

But somehow this feeling hurts me; makes me suffer to death. A feeling of pain, pain in realizing how far ‘the one’ that I love.. pain in bearing my jealousy. For I have a serious trouble in jealousy. Ahahahah.. What am I talking about??? I ain’t a drama queen..

The only thing that I know now is that: I’ll be OK.. And if the time is right, I’ll find ‘the one and only’, someone who supports me, prays for me day and night, loves me, and accepts me as I am..

*cries*

hell week

I always find myself confuse everytime I want to open the discussion in my blog. The thing is: I would like to say ’sorry’ for being absent in writing. Many things happened, and so on. Blah blah blah, yadda yadda. And another important thing is: this week is a hell week for us, english letters student. We have out final exams!!!

Ah, let pictures say its stories, then. I won’t waste ur time, reading my narration…

Tenang.. Kayaknya pada pusing ngerjain soal ujian LBKB (Latar Belakang Kesusastraan barat), tuh. Saya malah iseng poto2in temen2 yang lagi pada setress.. Haha.. Di tengah2 waktu ngerjain ujian, saya pusing, And I saw the phenomenon of students doing examinations will be interesting to be put in my blog.. Nah. I took my camera, and start capturing my busy-friends

Sisi lain.

Pas ngefoto ini, saya ketangkep basah ama Mister Depe .. Untung eh untung, saya nggak dimarah2in.. Cuma ditanyain, “Have you finished?”. Ya saya jawab, belom

Post exam-syndrome

Hectic. Cross checking each other’s answers while discussing about the next exam: Drama Analysis. Dear God, Help us!!! HALP! HALP!

WE WANT EAT! WE WANT EAT!

After being tortured by the exam, we decided to EAT! Yaay!!! This is the part that I always wait.

Details:

2 es teh, 2 es jeruk, 1 lotek, 1 kupat tahu, 1 gadogado, 1 nasgor..

*l a p e r*

my IVED 2008 photos

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